Even my Mela is gone 💔 1 hour ago. She was 15 years old. I can't sleep because it's surreal and hard to metabolize. Ronny is gone on July 1st but after a few days, exactly Wednesday July 6th, Mela was sick, she vomited, urinated and defecated at the same time. I took her to the clinic and she was diagnosed with diabetes. But in April 2022, when I had her check-ups, there was only her chronic liver disease, which she had had for a year, no diabetes. Probably it was latent and it exploded after Ronny's death, as it was for the liver pathology, it developed in her shortly after Poldino's death 2 years ago. She was an extremely empathetic and sensitive Kitty with a strong maternal sense. On Thursday 7th July she was diagnosed with diabetes and I started giving her insulin, she seemed to improve slightly, in small steps, although not completely, but this afternoon she was suddenly sick, and I took her back to the clinic where they gave her a drip and then told me to take her home with me and that she was very serious. At 3.24 am she died. She too, like Ronny a week ago and like Poldino two years ago, died in peace, falling asleep naturally, here next to me, without the need for euthanasia and without agony. And I, even if I am suffering a lot at the moment, I refuse to play the victim role because it is not what I am and it is not what I believe in and it does not serve either my Cats or me. On the other hand, I consider myself lucky, to have spent twenty wonderful years together with my beloved Cats, always healthy and happy, in the beautiful moments and even in the difficult moments of my life, being with them created an atmosphere of serenity and love. And they are also now and always next to me, every day of my life, they are just in a different form. Sure I cry and I will cry, but I choose to be a grateful person because they have had twenty years of happy life, always with me. There is no room for despair in our hearts.
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