I do t
hink about the movie Vanilla Sky very often. Not because I particularly liked it, I'm not even a fan of Tom Cruise... but in the film the protagonist, following a car accident, spends the rest of his life with a mask covering his disfigured face. And only at the end, when he dies and the mask is removed, his face appears perfect, intact, without any signs... I wonder how many of our physical limitations we keep alive, how many of our pains still have meaning in our current life , how much of our identity we fear losing by letting them go. While I practice, I sometimes wonder what reality I am in and what part of myself I am losing without hurting myself anymore
Today, I planned to do a nice video, but I m small and broken.
You speak to me from a place where I no longer belong, and for the first time, I feel I won't be able to save you
#friendship
