This time last year I was picking out the perfect card for you on your birthday. Because you are perfect to me. From your tears I knew that the message in my card to you was a message that meant more to you than the words you read. Cards is our thing. We had our own special love languages. No matter what emotion we dealt with at any time. I never could have imagined that would be the last birthday we spent together on earth. I love you so much and I miss you more than I could ever express. I feel your presence around me now more than ever. I know you are my gate keeper. I know you protecting me. You are stronger than me and that is one of the reasons I am able to wake up every morning. Your strength keeps me going. Tomorrow we will celebrate you. I hope that I am making you proud because all of my Life decisions are because of our conversations. Thank you for being the best daughter a mother could ever dream of. My heart is still broken. It will be broken forever. But I will continue to fight to turn my pain into power. P.S. @tyler_renee_ sent me the song you wanted to send to me. Thank you for the message. You are right! I love you pretty black. Forever my baby ♓️💜💕 @realkaylaaaa
