caitlyn 🌈

for as long as i can remember i’ve been punishing my body for the way it looks. being kind to my body and treating it gently rather than making it fit into what my brain thinks it needs to look like has been a very long and exhausting but needed journey 💗

tuscan memories with the loveliest @ravimeditatesportraits on a @summersabroad event🌸

All you could need

modern ophelia

cubism in tuscany. thank you @atelierbordelle for your trust and @mattb.xtra for helping my vision come to life!

tuscany photodump 🧡

Caitlyn being the ethereal angel that they are 👼🏼 wearing ‘Cubism’ by @atelierbordelle 🩷

i only have eyes for miss sloane

the bliss of rope, the duality of physical restraint and mental freedom, peacefulness, lightness. there’s nothing like it, especially when tied by the shibari queen. thank you for making me feel like a piece of art 🌹

cw: depression, mental health etc vulnerability feels so hollow on an app like this, but i’ve been completely consumed by depression and burn out this year. i feel completely crushed by the weight of the world, disillusioned, and struggling to find joy. i was scrolling through my camera roll and these photos by rin really stood out to me, shadowed hands holding my face. it’s times like this where i especially appreciate those who wrap me up in love and kindness. i’m aware that there are people, friends and photographers, waiting on a response from me, admin that needs doing etc etc, please bare with me, i’m exhausted and so overwhelmed.

“money doesn’t buy happiness” ok but have you ever purchased a perfectly fitting tank top

two sides of the same coin