Live life!!! Enjoying the moments I’ll always remember with the ones I’ll never forget 💙✨ #bucketlistshit Hanging out the side of and shooting a M249 SAW fully automatic Machine Gun from a helicopter…by far the funnest shit I’ve ever done! #HappyBirthdayIzeah ! #happyearlybirthdaytome
On April 1, God blessed my life with the gift of motherhood. A title I’ve never been. 5:38 am was the time I transitioned. I never heard my son cry. I was only 23 weeks and a day pregnant. He was less than a pound at birth…The nurses first words to me after he was born was “your baby is very tiny. We might not have a breathing tube small enough for him…we can’t guarantee he will live past an hour, 90% sure he won’t survive past 24 hours” …they didn’t let me see him for 4 hours. I had an emergency c-section and was laying cut open on the table still, numb…now with a different kind of pain…I prayed the entire time I was being rushed into the operating room. I stayed by my son’s side for 4 days straight, not feeling any pain from being cut to my organs. My son is my living proof that God is real. He celebrated turning 9 weeks old yesterday…I have a 2 month old when I’m supposed to still be pregnant…with another 2 months to go (his due date was July 28). The NICU is the absolute last place I would ever wish upon someone. Death might be easier than witnessing your child being hooked to monitors, tubes, IVs, etc and in critical condition. Never knowing if this breath is their last. Shout out to all the NICU moms. We have a different kind of strength, a different kind of faith, and a different outlook on life.
That day changed my life forever. And I thank my micro preemie son for humbling me in the most extreme way. Life is a gift…and I understand that now
If you still have your grandmothers, please, call them, hug them, tell them you love them. Missing you extra today 💔 my next tattoo is gonna honor you 💜
If any family would like to attend her going home services, message me.
4-11-24 my heart lost a piece of itself that will never be filled 🕊️