Ok, so many will see this as an attention seeking post or thirst trap, and gosh I really hope it is…. 😜 But more over, it’s me being happy with a body and a picture that I rarely find joy in… We all need to remember that social media isn’t real…. Nothing we see is a full, all encompassing picture of who someone really is, even when it bares as much as this one… For a majority/ the entirety of my life, I have struggled with doubt, insecure about my looks, my identity, my body, my social status…. It’s only been recently that I can look myself in the mirror and not be awash with disgust or fear… it has little to do with my outer appearance (though I’m very proud and happy of my progress) and more to do with the acceptance of who I am and the constant practice of gratitude for the life I live…. For anyone who struggles with self esteem or image issues, you are far from alone… and for anyone who says I have nothing to worry about or that I’m good looking so shouldn’t feel insecure, that’s kind of you, but it does little hear assurance from the outside world when the inside torrent is so much louder… we all struggle no matter who we are, what we look like, or how others think we should perceive ourselves… the best thing is to be kind to ourselves, and be forgiving and kind to others…. SORRY. This post is sappy and long, but thanks for indulging my rants ;)
#truth #gay #selfesteem #fit #sappy #thirsttrappin #thirstythursday #risky #muscle #single ;) lol