Body dysmorphia is really kicking my ass lately. This is something I wasn't prepared for on my journey.
After being overweight my entire life, I still see myself as being 24 stones! This journey is so hard mentally, I have people commenting saying I look amazing and how small I'm looking, but all I see in the mirror is the woman I was 12 months ago. I know I am in a size 12-14 now, as opposed to a size 26+, but I am struggling.
I'm hoping to pay the deposit on the start of my plastics journey after the summer holidays. Hopefully, this will help me feel better about how I look.
It's crazy. All I've ever wanted is not be overweight, and now I'm not, I don't see it myself 😭
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