Heaven Sent 🕊️
I think you severely under estimated my will to survive.
I know you got off on every single one of my struggles, like some kind of high.
Somehow you thought you were holding onto the only remedy I needed.
Thought you were sent again to rule over my entire kingdom.
But baby they stripped you of that so long ago, it was needed.
Holding your love over me like I was some kind of hostage.
Making me beg and plead for all the love I so desperately needed.
Thinking I’ll always be here anytime you want or need it.
But heaven already gave me all the keys I needed.
If you think I need you now,
Baby I don’t need it.
I’m heaven sent.
- Sheera Shodashi
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H A R P O N
Reaping what you sow now,
Oh you know how to fold em.
Fooled me once again,
But Karma knows how to hold em.
Your word means nothing now,
I see that.
Outta sight, Outta my mind.
You got yours,
I got stuck with all the bills.
Now it’s time to pay for it,
But this price, you can’t afford it.
Talk is cheap,
That’s what you paid me.
Never mind it’s all dust in the wind now baby boy.
But know now we can’t even be friends.
You just wanna ruin a good thing as soon as you have it.
Because you’re too scared to breathe it all in.
Destroy it all for no damn reason.
You couldn’t hold down any of your promises.
Cashing things in before you even have it.
The devil has a way of doing just that.
All I know is a friend is supposed to always have your back.
A friend doesn’t run when you need em.
A friend doesn’t make you beg for a hug.
Time moves on baby boy,
Maybe it’s time to get with the season.
You got no rhymes baby,
Not even a reason.
Same ole, same ole,
Where’s all that swag at now.
You’re just a kid,
Blowing in the wind.
Stuck in the past every night crying like a victim.
To blind to see I was your last chance to right all your wrongs.
All you care about is numbing the pain and feeding those demons.
It’s everybody else’s fault.
You can’t ever live in the present, cuz you’re busy feeding em.
Life keeps on moving tho,
Changing with the seasons.
But you got no rhyme or reason.
Not living for the now it’s all passing you by.
Baby you got no plans for the future,
When all you hold dear is the bottom of a bottle.
No self control,
Wanna shift all the blame so you can run run run away.
Say it’s all my fault for catching on to what’s going on.
Typical.
Keep on running baby boy,
Made all the wrong choices.
Lord knows I did all I could do.
But you keep choosing self destruction,
Like it’s your only prescription.
Get over yourself- narcissist.
Gaslighting- oh that’s right it never happened.
This life was meant to be lived well,
And that’s what I’m gonna get.
The weak give up on who they love,
So much easier than keeping those hands up.
But Nothing else matters when you take pride in being so damn toxic.
Harp on. You fucked up.
- Sheera Shodashi ⚔️🖤⚡️⚔️
