In the last year I’ve lost my nana, my dad, most of my family turned their backs on me, now my fruity little man is gone. I can’t begin to understand why so much loss has come into my life and I don’t care to. This silly looking little dog came into my life just when I needed him the most and he brought me so much purpose and joy. A culmination of grief came over me last night that I have never felt before. Today the sun is shining the birds are chirping, the gays are gaying, and the world keeps turning. I’ll be ok after a little while but goddamn this one hurt. #wontonthechinesecrested