I woke up to some devastating news today 💔
I lost another amazing soul friend of mine yesterday.
I’m so heartbroken to have to hear this. May you find the peace and tranquility you were seeking so hard to find Seth. I just want you to be happy. Nearly 10 years of friendship. Thank you for letting me and Mandy stay at your apartment in Long Beach. Thank you for always supporting my art. Thank you for putting me in one of your music videos. Your energy was unmatched!
May your soul fly free Seth 🪽
You will be missed my friend 💔🖤 @therealcrazytown
I never posted these from 2022 at Red Rock in Las Vegas. Oskar flew in from San Francisco for work that weekend and he asked me to shoot so I agreed. It was days before I moved out of Las Vegas for the 2nd time.
I was vulnerable and moody like I can be sometimes. My bare feet hurting from the sharp needles of dry brush. Reminding me of all the pain I went through living in the desert. He captured me in a way I’ve never seen myself and for a long time I avoided these photos. They gave off a type of vibe I wanted to forget. As I look back at the images now I find them to be beautiful and also sad as they captured exactly what I was going through. Naked and alone in the desert. A place emotionally hard to grasp. Feelings nobody could understand.
As Oskar and I are both going through very serious changes in our lives today I want to go back and share these with you. To learn to enjoy the moments where change happens but you don’t know what to expect from it. In a couple of months I’m moving back to the desert again because I have learned it’s where my heart belongs. I feel the dust in my teeth and in my hair and it reminds me of my native american heritage. Where I feel like I belong. Thank you for these beautiful images Oskar. I cherish them sometimes when nobody knows. I hope we get to shoot again but I hope next time it’s not so much of a goodbye or an ending.
📸 @shiveringnerve
