Trying to fill the holes that grief and anger left inside of me. Filling them with moments of joy bit by bit.
Meanwhile never forgetting the people I lost and being grateful for them and every minute I got to spend with them. Grateful for what they taught me and grateful for them being part of my life. I miss you every single day.
And as I had to say goodbye to beautiful souls on my way, it taught me even more how thankful I am for the people that are in my life and that share theirs with me. Cause loosing them made me realise even more how grateful I am for being alive and for being able to spend my time doing things I love. Even though I collapse from time to time. So thank you to the ones that are not here anymore and to the ones that share their world with me.
Love, Lotti
